Monday, 23 November 2015
"I'm in pain"
"Yes I'm in pain"
"I can't explain my pain to you. I don't know. How I'll be able to make you feel my pain . "
"What will happen if you are tied up. So tightly . So that you can't move your body."
"Your mouth sealed up by a duck tape restricting your voice. Suffocating you.
You grasp for air but can't ."
"Needles..Sharp needles being inserted into your eyelids."
"That's hurtful . You can't scream . You can't call for help . But you want to end this .But you know this is just the beginning. Do you experience pain?"
"You want to beg for mercy to stop the suffering but you can't . How can you? Your mouth its duck taped. Only sound that's coming out is your moan which sounds that you are in lots of pain."
"It hurts I know it hurts."
"But how can I hurt you , how can I give you so much pain? How can I do this to you?"
"I love you . You are my life . You are my soul."
"How can I hurt my soul?"
"How can I end my life?"
"Hurting you will hurt me more than it will hurt you."
"Yes I failed!!!"
"Yes I failed to live up to your expectations "
"I failed to be your love, but ... but you should've guided me ."
"You should've left me."
"TO GIVE ME MORE PAIN??? TO SEE ME SUFFER ON MY FAILURES or just wanted to see me. or just wanted to see me die?"
"you just want to see me dead."
"you want to see me die in a painful way like splitting my wrists and let the red blood flow through my vines slowly slowly taking away my breathes.. my sight ... my warmth .... my life."
"you had every reason to leave me.You didn't. Why?"
"You you don't love me anymore but then also you decided to live with me. Why????"
"Only to give me pain . To see my suffering."
" Do you've any idea how much in pain I'm . How much I suffer . I do believe you have an idea and you enjoy it."
"What shall I do"
"How can I convince my love to you"
A bullet shell falls to the ground. Bouncing bouncing spinning then it becomes motionless.
A body falls to the ground.
Stream of red river flows through his cheek, reaches the white floor valley and flows vividly.
He moans.. In pain. In failure.
"I failed I can't even kill myself at point blank."
He tries to get up .
Tries to sit .
Sits like a dog. On four legs all body shaking in pain.
Blood dropping through hi cheek and makes its way to the floor.
He stands up
But can walk just like baby steps.
Goes near to the bed.
Lies down on it.
Turns right grabs her wrist which is split open and had no life in it.
The girl lying next to him. Had no life in it but still had the warmth of life in her body. He puts his hand on her belly. hugs like a baby and closes his eyes.
Girl's eyes were wide open with needles pierced into the eyelids.